“I was hurting. I had told myself more times then I can count, “Tiffany you are okay.” I was filled with a pain that I could not shake. I was sad, depressed, confused. I was just existing, an empty shell of myself, and faking it until I made it become the norm. Words of affirmation fell on deaf ears. They would say, “Tiffany you are so beautiful,” “I love your smile,” “I wish I had a marriage like yours,” “you are such a great mom,” “you look amazing,” “I love your energy,” “I wish I had your discipline.” I felt like a fraud. I was hurting and I began to harm myself.
Three days with Bianca changed my life and the Holy Spirit met us in Charleston, SC. I was challenged. I was pulled out of my comfort zone. I stopped looking at myself and let go of the pain that was weighing me down into a sunken place. I was elevated to a more intimate connection with my Father. I could see, feel, and hear again. All my “can’ts” in the spirit became an “I can,” “I am,” and “I will.” In that room I was renewed, old things ripped and torn from me. I left with a clarity knowing that the anointing that God put on my life is greater than myself. Bianca Patterson, my sister in Christ, saw me and knew me. She was in agreement with the calling and purpose that God had on my life. Her love and faithfulness to the word of God has blessed me. Her unwavering love for God and her obedience to the charge and purpose He has over her life has poured into me and healed me. God picked me up as His child, he carried me. God met me right where I was in that moment and let me know I am to BEHOLD. I have been healed and delivered. I no longer hurt myself, I am free, I am fertile soil.”
– Tiffany Nicole Tapp | Realtor, Fitness Enthusiasts